one storm lingered
long
past the mopping
and sopping
an obvious
and apparent mess
through seasons
and years
raindrops continued
they dripped and splattered
one dark night
i had enough
and went
through heavy wooden
church doors
to Him
and also found a friend
who helped me
lay my burdens down
literally at the cross
on my face
in a puddle
my tears
and fears
and pain and agony and guilt
finally they fell
cascading rivers
of a twenty-two year old storm
mixed with His blood
and His love
in the midst
of my alter mess
He pulled me onto His lap
heart to heart
we sat
He turned my face
upward
and I felt the torrents
of forgiveness
pour down
and wash away
my sins and dread and past and shame
to drown my sin
and set me free
He rescued me
from mired murk
so dark and deep
ugly and brown
He pulled me
up
by the heart strings
now i sit right here
in the grace
of His embrace
In order to truly feel His Grace Embrace,
what journey are you willing to walk
and what doors are you willing to push open?
* This poem was originally a non-thinking heart response to a question posed about really feeling God's grace. My heart wrote it, via my typing hands, straight into a comment box. Later, I went back and copied it for you.
* Photo by me. The actual door I pushed open for my Grace Embrace.
2 comments:
Of course I remember. It knocked my socks off then and now. Grace. Isn't it wonderful to feel it's embrace?
I'm long overdue to email you, my friend. I talked with friend who shares your heart today. I'll catch up with you about it all later. I don't even have two seconds to rub together this weekend.
But...I'm not complaining. These might be the best days of my life. I'm going to live them.
Darlene,
So glad that you visted my vineyard today. Yes, I did grab your vineyard's button and place within my own. But you know, I can't see when you've posted a neww post....so I kinda forgot to check back. I have to have in in front of me - so today, I copied your blogspot address and created a special vineyard listing for your place and Tammy's. Now I can see when you've both made new posts!!! I will be visitng your vineyard regularly now!! So look for me. :)
I hope to get to know you in the near future as we visit each other's vineyards ass we pour 'New Wine' for His Glory!
I love your 'Grace Embrace' here. Awesome story of how your painfully stretched heart strings found the Song that God wove into the fabric of your life ~ even before YOU were created in your mother's womb!!!
God's blessings and peace be upon you, and thank you for being YOU!!
Patrina <")>><
His watchman on the wall
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